You know what really pissed me off but at the same time makes me laugh??
My mother, yes that’s right, I said my mother. You know what she does that really kills me, is the fact that every time I go on the computer she bitches about it, and says that I was on it for the entire day and that I should come off. You know instead of me being home, being on the net enjoying myself and playing games I could be outside and probably getting into some kind of trouble. Seriously a group of teenagers who are bored and outside will find something to cure their boredom and most of the times its some crap which ends up hurting someone or could get them arrested.
And taking into account where I live, there is like a drug store not far, and i mean drugs as in the illegal ones. Who knows instead of me being home I could be out doing drugs, then she would be bitching. Seriously this woman needs to get her priorities straighten out and look at me being home as a good thing.
But although I would really like to fight this, she has a point I spend way too much time on the Internet, and I have actually been trying to spend less time. But seriously don’t come home and the first thing you do is come bitching at me for some reason, I will get angry and I will not listen to you nor do what you said. And sure as hell don’t put your paws on my modem, it will piss me off even more. Do it in a more civilised manner, show me some fucking respect when you are talking to me, hell actually talk to me, don’t yell.
Just now she messed up the only telephone cable I had going to the modem as well as fucked up the Surge protector part for the telephone cable. So I now know that until I buy a new surge protector my Internet connection is fucked.
So I guess that’s my rant for today. I feel much better. Would have preferred a punching bag however.
Last night I was deciding whether I should go to school today or not, I decided against my better Judgement and went to school anyway.
School starts at 8:35AM, an I leave home around 8:40AM so I know I am already late, worst my mom has to stop on the way to get lunch for my little brother which means I am going to be later.
My school has Four Gates, I usually enter via the eastern gate, how ever this gate gets locked at 8:45AM, at which time we have to walk around an entire school compound on the outside of course and enter Via the Main entrance on the west side, take into account that the Eastern gate is on the highway and where all the buses and stuff stops. So when I get there now I realise that the Eastern gate is still open and I am happy as I don’t have to walk around anymore, but I take my time when crossing the road because although I am at the crossing line some idiots still overtake there and I have to be cautious. Even overtake when the car usually my mom stops to let me cross.
I get to the gate now and I look back and I see this bus trying to run my mom off the road and the only thing I did was watch to make sure she was going to be okay, while doing this the jackass for a guard locks the gate as soon as I turn around and was about to walk through it. I know that he has something against me and is bias against me, however I still attempt to explain to the cunt hole what I was doing and he still insists that I stayed to watch a damn bus, I am like “you are such a jackass” and I proceed to walk to the Western gate after calling my mom of course to make sure she was okay and tell her what just happened.
So I am passing the South gate and I realise that it is open as one of my teachers is parking her car Right next to her room, so I attempt to go through it and then she tells me some bullshit that she is not allowed to let students come through this gate and all bundled of shit, after trying to reason with her I gave up and continued walking towards the Western Main Entrance. At this point I am totally pissed. So I went for a late slip and I made sure that the reason I got to school late was because the guard locked the gate in my face, I made sure that was the official reason. I proceeded to tell the secretary what had happened stating that I am going to lick him down, meaning beat him. She then told me not to do him anything and get myself into trouble stupidly, and went on to say that I need not worry as sooner or later some one is indeed going to give him what has been coming to him for a while.
So I went into the school and went to General Assembly where they were handing out prizes for Sports day and I said I really don’t want to be in here and walk back out at which time I say the Acting Principal and I proceeded to tell him what had happened this morning, and he proceeds to give me some bullshit story about what happened to him. All I could do while he was talking was smile and say to myself what a jackass he is, who does not deserve the power he has. I gave up trying to reason with him. It is rather difficult to reason with idiots.
So that is how my morning has gone for the most part, me being pissed. No classes today which means I am pissed and bored. Not a good combination at all. Around
lunch time which was like 3 hours later I say my head of year and went and told her what had happened and she told me that she will bring it up at the next staff meeting, and answer that at this point I am satisfied with. But this guard has fucked with the wrong person for the last time. I have enough dirt on him to possibly get him fired and possibly thrown in jail if I can get hold of some evidence.
Skip ahead a few hours later, we were to assemble in the Hall for the final General Assembly for the term, and I went backstage to chill with some friends of my who are part of the PA team, there this teacher comes in there pissed because the PA system was supposed to be up and ready 15 minutes ago. We could not start without the amplifier which was in another room due to a film show we had for the day.
So we are wanting to know what she wants us to do to get her dance team’s music and stuff up and she then told us “Don’t talk to me” at this part I am like this woman could only be a cunt now, this is the way you treat PA people who are volunteering for no extra credit or anything. Nothing, it is for the most part a thankless job that peo0ple do and have to put up with all that shit. Again I just walked out and chilled outside and went back in when I knew she had left backstage.
Now its the end of the school I got to my class to hear that Reports Cards aren’t ready because the system crashed yesterday, and I am like I really wasted my time coming to school today.
So this has been my day.
My life has been a bitch for this entire week, and I am starting to completely give up now, I refuse to be nice to people. Yeah I have always been told that be nice to people and people will be nice to you and that respect is a two way street. A bunch of bullshit if you ask me. I will not be nice to anyone unless I have some sort of liking for them or unless they are nice to me.
Today I decided out of the kindness of my heart that I will cook, so that when my mom and little brother gets home they will have something to eat. Yeah I did it, I slaved over a hot stove for a couple of hours, only to have her bitch at me when she gets home. So guess what, whenever I am home from now on I won’t be doing shit. Apparently I was supposed to clean the bathroom. First off there is nothing to clean it with so I don’t know how the smart-ass expects me to get it cleaned. Screw her, she didn’t even eat when she came home, I must say that this honestly made me feel sorta hurt, and one of the reasons I don’t cook in the first place, she tells me that I should help her out more around the house. I do try, and she doesn’t fucking appreciate it, she tries to find fault in every fucking thing I do. I am honestly sick and tired of it. And I can’t talk to her, because she doesn’t respect me enough to actually listen to me.
She had me hurt so much that I just went into my room, came on the computer and listened to some music. only to have her come a few minutest later banging my door, saying to open, of course I wasn’t in the mood to take her on so I simply told her no. Until it finally hit her that the key to the door was right above her head. Then she started bitching that I don’t have the right to lock any doors in this house, and that a stranger has more right. And on top of that she tells me to turn off my music. I would have used headphones if her hard-ears son didn’t destroy the ones I had.
I am getting sick and tired of this shit all the damn time. On top of all of this she wonders why I never try to talk to her about anything, she doesn’t get it that she is not the sort of person that would want to make a person talk to them. She doesn’t even listen to me.
It is getting really frustrating now, adults are mediling in my life a bit too much. When I wanted their help they didn’t want to give it to me, now that I don’t want it they are giving it and it is getting really annoying.I am now trying to get back into school, school started on Monday. My mom called the school and talked to someone on Tuesday, today my grandfather gets someone who knows the principle to call, I called last week Friday. Honestly people you are doing much more fucking harm that good. How is he going to view this, as concerned parents and grandparents or annoying ass people. Honestly I have a feeling that this will do more harm that good.
When I wanted someone to take an application to Community College no one wanted to take it, now that I really don’t want their help everyone is trying to help.
And the people they are telling are people that talk, I am not the sort of person that likes my business all about the place.
So parents and grandparents, do me a big favour and butt the hell out of my life.
Please and thank you.
I’m done now.
